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Planning to be happy ???

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  My greatest fear is sitting with a diaper watching the stupid news channel regretting the choices I made in life just to have a great future. In fact we should start living the life we want from the  very moment cuz when are u planning to live happy??? After your knees lose the power to stand or after your spine is no more straight?? Does  being happy needs to be planned bro...seriously??? So go get a new hair style...color it raspberry mocha, buy that dress that’s been hanging in your cart for two years , embrace your own self , put a smile if something makes u happy...else say fuck off asshole and move on. Life’s got no second chances.💟           

I LoveD You !

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  To that one person who made me feel loved at least for sometime ....   Everybody told you were manipulative and you were taking advantage of my kindness and you were playing around with my feelings.I never agreed with them and I was hoping that one day  you would prove everybody wrong and you would look into my eyes and say you were not like the rest.But as usual you proved me wrong and put me down again and left me for hours in a chaotic condition where I had to question  my appearance and actions.You made me think I was not enough and I was the one with defects.I felt that strong connection between us but as days went I realized it was only me who felt that way.I thought our story would have a great ending while you never bothered to think about the beginning.Every time you made excuses for leaving me I thought it was all true.You asked me to trust you,I did.You told I was your first priority but I never felt like one.I accepted every shit you put me through ...

HER OCEAN - A micro-fiction tale !

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  Sitting on the wet mud of the sea looking at those waves that throws away all its garbage to the shore she realizes its time for her to spit out her awful past and get back to her ocean. She takes her phone out and calls him for one last time to end it with good bye and asks him to pray for his girl child to not fall for a guy like him, that’s when he realizes she was pregnant !                           

SHE IS OFFLINE

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           She was a girl with a beautiful heart and full of life. A girl with big dreams and average scores. Life  was much better before she came into the world of social media which made her feel she wasn't good enough and that convinced her to find someone to feed her love even after having people around her who made her their only priority. She was introduced to those fake beauty standards that made her question her mom why didn't she give birth to a pretty face? and the urge to live a branded life that made her question her dad why wasn't he rich enough? Slowly day by day she started to lose her own light and started shaping her already perfect life to something that her phone's screen showed. Alarms turned into instagram notifications is when she lost track of time and life. Clicking pictures and posting them became much important than admiring those smiles and tears of happiness around her. Prioritizing people she met online is when she broke t...

THE REASON

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You were the reason for the butterflies in my stomach , And sometimes the reason I slept weeping empty-stomach ! You were the reason for my day-dreams , And sometimes the reason behind my nightmares ! You were the reason for the smile on my face ,  And sometimes the reason behind the scars ! You were the reason I wanted to live for , But now you are the reason I want to die ! ! ! 

MY WET PILLOW !!!

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  I wonder how my drenched pillow will sound at times when i cry at night:                                       Listen sweetheart , I know it's kinda hard to hold on to things right now. But this is how life works .May be this is why people say "life sucks !" . I can feel you lose yourself and your sleep . Relax...trust me it'll be fine the next morning and you'll have a good day. Know that it's not your fault and this is how life goes and things happen you know . But you must learn to let go off some things and people because you are the one getting hurt if you hold on to them. Just cry it all out and let them fade like your tears on me does! I've got to live like this but you can wake up any day and give it a fresh start . I know you are having a lot of responsibilities lined up but know that you can do it and you got this . Keep your head high princess because you are eventually growi...

DESTRUCTIVE LOVE! ! !

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I thought it was love . . . I thought it was love every time you came back , I should've known I was just a snack ! I thought it was love every time you sent a heart , I should've known you were about to depart ! I thought it was love every time you gave me a nickname , I should've known it was a part of your game ! I thought it was love every time you stayed , I should've known you just wanted me laid ! I thought it was love every time you held my hand in the crowd , I should’ve known I was just a passing cloud ! I thought it was love that won my trust , I should've known it was just lust ! Every single time I thought it was love , But not this time !!! 💔💀                                                                                              ...

THE VOID IN YOU

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                                                                ♡  I know the empty feeling you have for now but trust me the right person will walk into your life at the right time.I know you have lost trust on people but know that there is someone who has faith in you.He will never hesitate to show how much he loves you. He admires the way you smile...the way you get clumsy...the way your cheeks turn red around him.He is not concerned about your past life instead he just wants you to live in that beautiful moment.All he wants is to walk down the street holding your hand so that everyone knows that you are his girl.He stays by your side in the brightest days and even in the darkest nights.You can put your head on his shoulders to cry your heart out at hard times.  He is the one who loves you whole-heartedly in spite of...

Beauty Lies In Heart ! ! !

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To all tattoo-ed heads,                  Imagine what body shaming feels like!!??         Every time I make up my mind telling myself that am good enough,you stand there with huge cannon balls that breaks my wall of confidence...reminding me about my flaws.Some creepy people existing out there are ready with their sharpened tongues to describe our bruises.Sometimes I just wanna shout out loud that this beautiful body belongs to me and I don't regret having this.We are not bottles to be labelled and we deserve much better.So let's not listen to those dogs bark and instead feel grateful for everything we are blessed with! It's okay not to be okay!! Beauty comes in all sizes and shades!!!     * Advisory to shut their mouths :Raise your eyebrows...Look them into their eyes...Take a deep breath and shout STFU!!*                           ...

Hopeless Humans

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Sometimes HOPE is all we need! We humans become so much hopeless of living but people around us , people we love are the ones who become the actual purpose of our living! So its better  to keep the positive vibe around and keep living the moment you are in! LIVE AND LET LIVE! HOPE FOR THE BEST!!!