I LoveD You !

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 To that one person who made me feel loved at least for sometime ....

 

Everybody told you were manipulative and you were taking advantage of my kindness and you were playing around with my feelings.I never agreed with them and I was hoping that one day  you would prove everybody wrong and you would look into my eyes and say you were not like the rest.But as usual you proved me wrong and put me down again and left me for hours in a chaotic condition where I had to question  my appearance and actions.You made me think I was not enough and I was the one with defects.I felt that strong connection between us but as days went I realized it was only me who felt that way.I thought our story would have a great ending while you never bothered to think about the beginning.Every time you made excuses for leaving me I thought it was all true.You asked me to trust you,I did.You told I was your first priority but I never felt like one.I accepted every shit you put me through because I hoped that one day we would be together.The only dumbest shit I did was imagine our future together while you were busy with someone else.I wished this ended well cuz I kinda thought you would stick with me through-out this lifetime.Losing you was my greatest fear and it seems I never had you.They gave me thousands of reasons to leave you but I got stuck to the only reason that I love you but I can clearly see you don't love me back.I did not ask for any of this to happen... all I wanted was someone to love, is that too much to ask for !??

 

I really loved the way you took things in a positive way,honestly I was totally consumed by you and I guess our vibes really matched well.The silly talks,the cute nicknames,the lil flirty texts....will always be the best part of my life.It was never your fault cuz it was me who fell for your sweet talks and made up things on my mind.Anyways I really had a great time with you and remember you will always be loved and missed !!

 

Again, I LoveD you!🌻



 

                     


 

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